aku rindu, nak cakap tapi what ive got? nothing. aku dah macam stranger gila pig. yes i did mistakes. seems others make mistakes too but why aku kena treat sampai macam ni. things totally changed. i cant even say anything. sampai ada satu masa tu i keep telling my self " ok kau dah boleh stop doing this, no one care and just follow your path ". done. aku rasa this what goes back to me. oh ya maybe aku buat mistakes besar. oh ya they didnt do same thing. weh kat siapa aku nak cakap benda ni. aku rindu benda lama. swear to God aku rindu old days. kenapa semua benda ni jadi? tepuk dada tanya hati tanya diri. aku harap diunjukkan kat aku asal semua ni jadi. im not the best one but the beast one haha terasa sampai sekarang but whose me? belongs them? im not even worth thing. sit and shut up. things yang aku rasa nak share gila pig pun rasa awkward sangat. i lost everything in silence. i accept that till they explain to me. kalau nak lah kan. aku bukan nak jadi manusia yng konon humble but im trying to jauhkan diri untuk elakkan dari lakukan kesilapan dan menyakitkan. maybe one day everything will be okay. Amin