aku takut, takut dengan manusia sekeliling. dorang ni boleh jadi something yg unpredictable sbb manusia boleh berubah. tak tak maksud aku kalau depan aku diorang baik padahal tak suka padahal one day diorang yg tikam aku from behind. haih tah lah aku pun taktahu nak buat apa. aku nak behave myself from being too nice too care too love. tapi agak susah lah. sebab aku mmg cepat care pasal org. as i know lah. kalau yg lama kenal pun boleh did something bad behind kita , apa lagi kenalan baru yedak? aku mmg tk kisah anyone who try hate you or maybe dah tak suka pun. isnt my job to force people like me all the time. i did then i failed hahaha banyak kali lah. kadang tu rasa bodoh sangat kekadang dok sibuk lah nak care pasal org sana sini. ended up, gua gak yg kiciwa sesorang. nak kata org sekeliling aku ni always being beside, takde pun. aku mmg loner weh. tp loner ni syok sbb kau boleh rasa stand sorang, power gak. even aku need someone sometimes, but they didnt realize me. macam tak nampak je. aku tak mintak balasan cuma, hello im here. aku asyik remind myself jangan jangan jangan nak care sangat. then care gak. weh serious cakap. aku taknak kisah anything around yg boleh buat aku bad mood. so instead taknak bad mood all the time, i wont stay near with people who can make me feel like that. even ada dah lah kan. org2 yg aku tak boleh elak. aku kena hadap gak sbb situasi masa memaksa. takpe, aku ok aku akan ok. one day they will realize they need me most. they will know someday..